Last night, everything went bad. I took the economic test and I couldn’t read anything on the paper. I went dizzy and everything became blank even though I did another test on the same subject on Wednesday. I felt I did better on Wednesday than Thursday. I had three tests this week and I won’t have another test until beginning of November, which is good. Now I have to prepare them ahead of time and have a whole month to work on everything else.

I didn’t mean to be angry at anybody but people do not take me seriously until I screamed or started lecturing. I do not what to do that. It is not good for me and not good for our relationship either. But if I don’t scream, nobody does anything. We are all adults, so sometimes I ask people to take the responsibilities as an adult.

Daily life: Everyday I go to Starbucks min 2 times a day and max 4 times a day. I always got my ice tea and sometimes blend Mocha. I like Coffee Bean better because they have good tea and Tiramisu drink. I like their Japanese Cherry Tea. It smells so good and the scent helps you relaxes your body. I feel tired today. I don’t feel talking to anybody.

This morning I woke up and the first thing came out of my mind is Life is suck. I guess tonight and tomorrow I will clean my house and start doing some business. This morning, I realized my roommate left a rotten peach on the kitchen corner and it started turning into some black, watery, and very nasty. I feel like having a cup of tea while sitting on Johnnathan Restaurant in Harajuku and looking down on hundred people crossing the street. It is beautiful. I love busy and colorful city.

Kyosuke and I are almost done with the first season of full metal alchemist. I saw this anime a long time ago when I started getting into Anime. I got scared of this anime because of the sadness, people dying, and the amount of blood in the anime. Now, the more blood and the more cruelty the anime is, the more I love. So now, I am not scared of Full Metal Alchemist anymore.

A lot of things happen and I feel like I want to be on a vacation and stay away from all these dramas.